if my life ended
here and now
would I be missed?
would people break their vow?
If I were to leave today
would people wish me well?
If I were to dissapear completely
would I leave this eternal hell?
When everything seems good
and nothings aloof
when people seem to care about you
you only forget the truth
there may be one out there
who feels your shame
but when everythings to fall apart
theres only you to blame
if I were to say goodbye
to see you one last time
what would you do?
just say “everythings fine”?
if I were to see to it I were gone
and everything was changed
would you be thinking what had happened?
would people think I was deranged?
When everything seems good
and nothings aloof
when people seem to care about you
you only forget the truth
there may be one out there
who feels your shame
but when everythings to fall apart
theres only you to blame
When I think I’m okay
when things seem right
why is it I fall apart again?
am I truly losing this fight?
I think this is the way we live
throught experiences every day
but how do we go on
when theres nothing left to say?
When everything seems good
and nothings aloof
when people seem to care about you
you only forget the truth
there may be one out there
who feels your shame
but when everythings to fall apart
theres only you to blame