I dropped the bomb to SkullKid, but now it was more of an itty-bitty firecracker. Turns out, he felt the same way I did! What are the odds on that?? And we came to an agreement that we would still be friends…Is that cool or what?!? I’m still in shock. Wow. That was way to easy…

Tonight, I am breaking up with SkullKid… I discussedthis with my mom and dad. I feel like we’re just friends. When I’m around him, I don’t get that “I love him” vibe anymore. We kinda grew apart I guess. Tonight, he wanted to take me to a valentines dinner, but I don’t want to do it afterward, I need to talk to him beforehand. I need to talk to his mom, too. She loves me, and I’m not sure how she would react to me breaking up with him. I wrote a poem in hopes of giving it to him, because he’s my first boyfriend, I can’t do it face-to-face. But now I think about it, I kinda have to. It’ll give me more experience, and it’ll probably hurt him less. I am so nervous about it. About as nervous as I was at All-County Band tryouts. *crosses fingers* Wish me luck!